You say it like it`s a threat.

Summer couldn`t be coming at a better time. I want it all to be gone: the silly cliques, the stressful schoolwork, the two-faced friends. It`s sickening to think that I`d be happier without any people around, but my thoughts run on only one track. With summer around, no one can make me feel out of place anymore.

I`m tired of having people around, needing to please them in some way. I`m sick of becoming dependent on people who don`t care. & I`m just about ready to give up on finding someone to stay with so that I wouldn`t look so lonely.

This is not what I want. I need to get away from all of this.
Maybe permanently.